♠ Friday, January 07, 2005

Today i read some stuffs one MSN Relationship. I like to read the articles from there.I find them pretty useful actually. today was about 10 romantic resolutions to keep.

They seemed pretty cool, like... dreaming together, imagine, our future together. Well, that we don't do. One, because we're too young.
which leads to the second point, it's too early.
Sure i include him like TOTALLY when i think of 'future', but i haf a feeling he doesn't, like he isn't sure he wants to.
sure he says he would like to, but i think he's just trying to make me happy, which is NICE, but.. superficial and shallow and mean and dumb if he doesn mean it. i'd rather hear the truth.
And he doesn seem to want to 'improve', i on the other hand, am pretty concerned with constantly hoping to improve our relationshp. he thinks it's just fine the way it is. i haf an expectation, or... mindset that good relationships are fulfilling & enriching. and things don't just happen. I mean, something's gotta happen, someone's gotta do it. SOMEHOW. if not.. the relationship feels stagnant. like stuck somewhere out there. NOWHERE. then i think there's something wrong. OR am i just plain paranoid and sensitive? or am i just freaking out for no good reason?
And ya knoe what? i bet he won't ever know about this. i just don't expect him to read my blog.like until i maybe mention something inside. i know, my blog isn't exactly an entertaining read.
good grief, i sound pathetic. like i NEED him to read. hell no i don't.
i'm just hoping.
Anyway i STILL sound stupid n pathetic. i hate myself sometimes.


this is what i got from doing a 'Is he the one' quiz:
but many qns were abt sex, so it's not applicable.
( web.tickle.com )
There's no easy recipe for a long-lasting relationship, but you've found some of the main ingredients. Chemistry is definitely a great foundation. Then you add some trust, communication, and respect. Of course, a dollop of humor and a generous amount of romance make it much more satisfying. There are many more things you can add to make it better, but that depends on the needs of the relationship and the individuals. The two of you have clearly mastered some key elements and seem well on your way to building a loving, long-lasting relationship. If, however, you have some doubts about him, or if this relationship isn't truly what you want, listen to your inner voice. "Forever" shouldn't be taken lightly. Try to explore your fears and concerns thoroughly. And, remember, if he's not "the One", that's okay, because you'll find someone who is even better for you. It's a win-win situation!

i am a female.

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