♠ Tuesday, April 05, 2005

i retreated one day before the chalet ended.

Keith left early this morning, i should have left with him because i ended up longing for him after he left.

he had an emergency so he had to leave. =\ miss him like mad.

after he left, me max n khai went to the pool to swim a bit and tan.

this is my first time tanning, and.........

i look like a medium-rare done lobster, my shoulders and arms are tanned, but my chest isn't, my stomach is RED, and my lower belly is White. my thighs are fair but my calfs are dark; so you can imagine how i look lar, black white red white black.

-.-
and the red parts hurt, guess i'm sunburnt.

guess tanning isn't for me.

the first day of chalet......
hmm....
lemme think-

met syaz n gang around 2+ to get food n BBQ equip,

checked in around.... 4.
then.....................................

slack inside and watch tv while some of us started to bbq.
and some were playing cards and drinking beer and smoking.

well...........

honestly, alcohol and all ain't really my kinda thing. i feel kinda scared and horrified when i see stuffs like that happening, not to mention in the same room breathing the same air. No offense, but yeah, i hate cigarette smoke.


later after dinner, some disappeared to KK's place to play BB, ( btw, nice beehoon & curry veg! TY KK!)

arshad and a few others were outside the room drinking and smoking and chilling, while me keith eve, ting & a few others were watching VCD's in the room. We watched White Chicks, which i thought was hilarious even tho the second time i watched.

& maxine drank too much and ended up puking and fumbling around the place like a drunkard =x

REALLY scary. and the funny thing was how she kept looking for Arshad, like how i might start yelling for keith if i was the blur and disillusioned drunkard.

When you're feeling disillusioned and blur and confused, i guess the person you keep looking for is the one you trust and care for.

Hmm. LOL

No more booze for you, girlie!



& the best part of the chaleT?

is at the end of the day, when i got to sleep with keithy! ^^

We held each other to sleep.

Sigh.


Sigh



Sigh.




We almost had a another night.

Well........... next time i guess.

It's such a warm, blissful feeling to be hugged to sleep by the one you love.

& gaze at him in the darkness.

see his eyes twinkle in the darkness.

smell him in the darkness.

whisper in the darkness.

kiss him goodnight.

Words fail me, i can't describe it well enough.


Sigh.

i am a female.

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City's breakin' down on a camel's back.
They just have to go 'cuz they dont know whack
So all of you fill the streets it's appealing to see.
You wont get out the county, 'cos you're bad and free
You've got a new horizon it's federal style.
A melancholy town where we never smile
And all I wanna hear is the message beep.
My dreams, they gotta kissing, 'cuz I don’t get sleep, no.

*BEEP* Windmill, Windmill for the land.
Turn forever hand in hand.
Take it all in on your stride.
It is sinking, falling down.
Love forever love is free.
Time forever,you and me.
Windmill,windmill for the land.
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