♠ Saturday, July 23, 2005

For some weeks, I have been searching all over for this book named Follow Your Heart.
Surprisingly, I found it while i was rushing to get a book to er, shit. I spent 15 mins sitting on the toilet bowl and flippin through it.
And had a shower.

I stepped out of the toilet feeling wonderfully, enlightened.

LOL oh yes my toilet has healing effects.

But really, now that I'm made to live without someone i used to have, it forces me to realize how empty my life really was.

For years, my life has been much of a routine; i go to school and study, date, go shopping and that's it.
No wonder I made him my god. *snorts

Forced to adapt to circumstances, I found out the root of my problem, 'Get a life!'

I had virtually no life. No hobbies, no interests, no talents= no meaning in life!

I'm very happy to say I have finally found the courage and the determination to follow my heart; I am going to learn to play the keyboard or learn how to dance(ballet), & volunteer.

=) I am so on my way to becoming a better person, who has a purpose in life.

and love?

hmm... It's true that we live to love, but the people you love aren't just limited to the opposite sex. You have your family to appreciate and cherish, your friends to hug and cuddle, and the whole world to share your joy with.

To love, to accept them for who they are, and not judge them on what they do or say or choose to live their life. To expect nothing in return, perhaps just more love. ;) *love me!

Not forgetting there’s myself to adore. =) By loving myself, it means to accept me! And not criticize, judge, belittle myself.

I’m not looking forward to a new relationship yet, but *shrugs, if it comes, it comes, if it doesn’t, then… it doesn’t. Who needs guys anyway? LOL

Sure I’m still sad and grieving, KK. But as I told u just now, Pain is inevitable, but misery is a choice.
I’m still in pain, I hurt when I think of him, but I am choosing to be happy and better than ever.

I ought to thank him.

Thanks everyone. Everyone who comforted me when I was in need of a shoulder, a hug, a smile, a concerned look, I am so grateful to you. Thanks for asking, and just being there for me. I don’t know what to do if not for everyone. I owe it to you all that I’m walking on, and running perhaps sprinting towards recovery!
Happiness, here I come!!!!!

i am a female.

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City's breakin' down on a camel's back.
They just have to go 'cuz they dont know whack
So all of you fill the streets it's appealing to see.
You wont get out the county, 'cos you're bad and free
You've got a new horizon it's federal style.
A melancholy town where we never smile
And all I wanna hear is the message beep.
My dreams, they gotta kissing, 'cuz I don’t get sleep, no.

*BEEP* Windmill, Windmill for the land.
Turn forever hand in hand.
Take it all in on your stride.
It is sinking, falling down.
Love forever love is free.
Time forever,you and me.
Windmill,windmill for the land.
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